haiz.. the sch's connection really sux lor... i can't even finish loading e blog pg to create new posts.. onli load halfway nia.. so sian... hmmm.. lilian joined us for fellowship after e HOF prac.. @ least i noe it's fruitful... i oso learn new things thru this.. haha! really blessed.. gng to ask her out more often.. if not we wun grow.. fellowship is impt! haha.. n dix oso told lian n clarify the things tt kristy has said.. hope she really understands.. if not it's no point.. i wanted to tell hui xin de leh.. but i've got no chance to tell her ytd.. hmmm..
we toked to mama choo last nite.. finally this thing is settled.. but hope tt we can see some changes lor.. really hurts me to see dix qn-ing mum lidat.. very difficult to control my tears sia.. everyone's eyes r almost teary.. esp when deb pray.. i cannot tahan liao.. tears juz rolled down.. but really thank God the tok is fruitful..
after tt we went to makan! @ sakura.. wah... wat a shiok feast... haha! after tt den went home liao lor.. reached home @ ard 11 sia... den da gor gor came over oso.. wait for didi den didi went to da yi's house.. den he stayed until ard 11.30.. haiz.. den i went to bathe den read bible... so drag until 12 plus den slp... so tired today n having this stupid programming lesson n i'm lost halfway!!!!!!!!!!! ard 45 mins more to go.... sianded............ i'm so tired man... falling asleep liao!!
got back EALS(physics) n AStats paper today... so sad.............. i onli got 34% for EALS!!!! haiz.. i said i hate physics.. but God still wants me to take this sub.. haiz.. n AStats 65% onli... i got 80% for my class test one lor... n AStats is my best sub.. even my best sub is lidat liaoz.. dunno wat will happen to the other subs... i felt calm but oso very scared lehz... feeling so vexed now.. it's the first time lidat lor.. dunno lehz.. i'm working tonite... muz pray hard tt there'll be customers.. if not i'll die there.. but not as worse as last wk la.. last wk is 7 hrs.. if no pple i really will work until bin cheh cheh.. coz it's really too boring.. thank God i made a mistake n didn't tell hock chuan i start working @ 5.. if not i'll really really die.. work @ 7 i can slp 2 hrs @ home b4 gng work... haha! God is gd rite?
hmmm.. wanna share w u all sth.. last friday if i'm not wrong.. i'm listenin to some music.. n when e song came to chu ni yi wai rite... my mum whistled along w the tune!!!!!!!!!!!!! praise the Lord!! thank God tt He's movin n touchin my mum in a special way.. last nite oso lehz.. i played the CD "For You"... our church's recording ar.. den my mum's leg moved along w the beat oso!! wahahahahaha!!! really really really thank God for everything.. He's always so faithful!!
n rite now... i haf to be revived!! i do not wanna be e dry bone but i wan God to breathe life into me!! for quite some time i really felt a spiritual funeral... spiritual deadness.. if u all did read my previous postings u all will noe.. but sorry ar.. i dunno how to show previous postings lehz.. i'm not very gd @ this.. wanted to get templates frm some frens but till now they haven gib me.. hmmm.. really wanna thank God for this bit of revival! but i nid more!! i wanna haf e passion like josh! n oso jia min.. wah.. their lives really blessed me a lot...dey've grown so much.. n oso my "boyfriend", wei hoong..
now da gor gor wanna focus more on dennis n lionel.. dunno where dey go.. lionel's worse.. i dunno abt his case la.. but really hope tt he'll turn to God.. n surrender his life.. wholly.. dennis, i oso dunno a lot.. he sae he cannot come out coz of his parents' restrictions.. but i think tt if he has the passion n desire, n he has prayed n asked God... God will surely open doors for him to come lor.. nothing is impossible with God... oh ya.. n oso yen kheng.. dunno where she go sia.. so many days nv go home liaoz.. heard frm evelyn tt she wanted tuition but these few daes she nv go home n evelyn din even get to tok to her or dey quarrelled? i'm not sure.. juz noe tt they've not been toking to each other.. i'm gng to ask her personally if evelyn dun gib me a reply by today or wat la... but i really pray tt i'll persevere.. coz normally this kind of things i tend to forget lehz.. this can be a revenue for us to reach out to yen kheng!! n she has so many friends whom she can bring!!
ok lor.. i shall end here for today... keep me in prayers guys! thanks! hee.. God bless!
