Wednesday, August 17, 2005
confused...
haiz.. y does weekdays always so sucky...? i really hate it.. in sch doing nth again.. i'm so confused abt wat e lecturer is teaching lor.. Microsoft Access sux!! such a complicated software.. piang... haiz.. mrs tan came to look for me juz now.. sae got counselling session.. haiz.. LT 38.. i dunno where lor... ask me to go.. later pple having tok i'm dere having counselling.. so pai seh.. hopefully it's after their tok la.. i'm still so tired... project work?? haiz.. dunno how to do lehz.. really dun feel like studying liao!! this course really sux.. w this kind of classmates n team mates.. haiz.. i'm gng solo again later.. wan sin's not here.. dun think i'm joining lee shuang tt grp lor.. haiz.. 2hrs of break.. not having lunch again.. gd way of losing weight huh..? haha! i'm very tired!! later still gotta go for bible study... not sae it's not gd la.. but i very tired lehz... den da gor gor wanna pray for me oso.. tot cld haf a gd rest @ home.. in e end still cannot.. 3 wks more to break.. very long sia.. 3 wks lehz.. tt means it's ard 1 mth!! haiz.. dunno whether can last tt long or not lehz... haiz.. jia lat la.. sometimes i really think whether this course is God lead me wan or not.. looking @ dix eg.. i really feel tt maybe i really choose this course without asking God for directions.. whenever i saw pple carrying camera ard i feel so jealous.. really regretted not gng for e written test.. i'm so tired of this course.. God... i nid You to help me!! i really can't do it w my own strength!! haiz... i really dunno wat to do now... still so sian.. how??? i'm struggling.. :'(
2:40 AM signing off.
