haiz.... today is such a loooooooooooooong day for me!! dunno y lehz.... these few days i very blur.. dunno whether it's b'coz i'm tired or not... last wk whole wk so shiong for me... every morn got sch... every nite got sth on... haiz... mon- work till 11... tues - prayer mtg... wed - g12.. after tt went to white tan w josh for interview.. thurs - wedding fri - S & W attachment.. sian.... sat - swim in e morn.... noon, heart.sports.. nite work until 11.45.. den ytd went home after church.. den mum called ask me wanna cut hair or not... den i ok lor.. den went to straighten hair.. haha!! finally my hair isn't tt curly liao.. but still got a bit la.. coz it's not rebonding.. sit in e saloon chair until my butt hurts.. i like my hair now.. wahahahaha!! some of u may not be able to imagine.. but there's not much diff la.. heehee.. slp @ 9+... early rite?? but i'm still very tired!!! sitting @ blk 51 w aveline now... haiz.. sometimes really dun wanna be w her... but i've got no choice.. dun wanna shang gan qing.. shirley not here again today.. wan sin oso not here... din haf lunch today.. dunno whether can tong until 6 den go home or not... hope tt e EALS peer tutoring is beneficial n short... my com is runnin low batt liao... forgot to bring out adaptor.. sianz.. so blur these few days... oh ya.. haven tell u y... sat work den i took orders.. one is nuggets & wedges... den i prepare i took out fries instead.. but thank God elaine(ivan's GF) reminded me.. den i changed.. den ytd doing sound @ TKK coz xiao feng gor gor not there.. den i tested e monitor w e CD inside.. but i forgot to on e aux for CD player... so i tot it's not patched!! i even sms-ed wee leng not noeing he's went home liaoz.. den i called choo chye.. he came up n oso din notice tt e aux for CD is not on.. den went over to providence one... den he see got no problem.. came over again den saw tt e aux for CD is not on.. m i blur???? den HOF prac.. region b wanna take video again.. den i on e vide light(i'm not supposed to)... n i forgot to off it!!! on eway home den noticed.. this morn take com forgot to take adaptor.. piang... sian lehz.. but surprisingly till now i'm still not hungry.. i'm really really really very tired of e life tt i'm living now... i nid a miracle!! i wanna haf e peace of God but some times i really feel tt i'm experiencing spiritual deadness.. sometimes i juz cldn't ctrl wat i'm thinking... i nid a breakthrough... sometimes during g12 i juz cldn't speak out how i feel... sometimes i wanna sae but b'coz of time constrain.. our g12 always take v. long to finish.. if we can finish b4 9 it's really a miracle... i'm tired... tired of all these.. juz finished listening to david wilkerson's sermon..e importance of having the peace of christ.. really touched.. but come to think of it.. somehow i do not haf e peace lor.. i can't share all these to my frens in sch.. some so-called christians in e class.. haiz... but i wanna see souls saved.. i'm havin a terrible headache now.. God... set me free!!!!!!! haiz...... really dunno how ta explain how i'm feeling now leh.. juz vexed ar.. i, myself oso dunno how i'm feeling lehz.. i'm tired of sch.. sian.. n seeing tt ng kah yee oso very sian.. she's making me dislike stats.. haiz....................................... ok la.. until here today la... if continue no end liao.. keep me in prayers!! thanks..
