Thursday, August 18, 2005
today's g12.. hmmm.. ok la.. let's start from morning.. haha! thank God for this day.. although 2 hrs in sch, God has given me the joy for this day.. EALS for today.. @ least i noe wat e lecturer is toking abt.. today study abt electricity.. haha! V=IR.. familiar? it's exactly the same as sec sch de.. hmm.. den after class we took a class photo.. aveline n shirley "deh" again.. cannot tahan.. but better la.. without them in e pic.. anywae, can anyone teach me how to put pictures in blog?? i uploaded liao but can't post.. so too bad lor.. but really thank God for reviving me lor.. but i cannot stop here.. i still nid to change my attitude.. i cannot even stand my attitude.. but i'll continue to pray and seek God.. i really nid His deliverance.. den went home after taking photos.. saw pris n weiyan n took same bus as them.. actually they aren't as bad as i think la.. still can get along lor.. even better den aveline n shirley of coz.. although sometimes dey maybe proud of their results la.. but it's wat they deserve coz dey worked hard.. i wanna continue to build on this relationship coz i really wan them to come to noe christ.. pris stay in hougang n wei yan in SR i think.. it's a very gd opportunity for me to bring them lor.. although now got haining here but i still not close to her as in can communicate well la.. think she too quiet liao.. haha! maybe i'm e one quiet... LOL!!
when reach home i did e songsheet.. but haven print la.. den went to take a nap.. waiting for yen kheng to call me in e noon.. she called @ ard 10 mins to 4 den said she coming soon.. in e end she 5 den come.. i fell asleep after she called me then and she smsed me sae she reached liao.. wan me to bring her up.. den i was sleeping!! i missed tt sms n woke up @ 5.23pm when dix called me.. i jumped up n saw 3 smses.. went down to look for yen kheng n she's not dere liao.. called her so many times i think got more den 5 times ar.. den she picked up e phone.. sae she reaching home liaoz.. piang.. missed the chance again.. tml i'll be working... hopefully she can come den i can teach her there.. den my pocket gng to be a hole liao.. haha!
den dix came over to do e songsheet.. den it's my turn.. he cycled here n cycled to g12.. haha! okiez.. tonite g12 ok la.. i songlead.. but somehow i dun haf e heart lehz.. den feel like everybody oso sian sian wan.. maybe next time i cannot play while i songlead.. cannot coordinate lehz.. i wanna haf e passion while singing but sometimes dun dare lehz.. this part i nid God to help me la.. tml is CATS.. hmmm... the skit is coming up.. dunno wat will happen coz i din mt 'em even once for discussion.. but i wanna commit everything to God.. knowing He'll bring me thru.. dun wanna think abt the wat will happen liao.. today has enuff things for me to worry liao y think more to bring more worries to myself rite? haha! this i oso another thing tt i've ta learn.. coz i think sometimes i really worry too much.. nid God's strength n wisdom n courage to handle everyday.. as in to go thru each day la..
CHRIST-IAN
without Christ, I Am Nothing
ok.. gng to end here for now.. seeking God soon.. hee..
1:39 PM signing off.
