Tuesday, September 06, 2005
back to blogging...
hmmm... so "many" days nv blog liaoz... somehow dun feel like blogging for the past few days.. i very vexed.. n God has been speaking to me.. really love this feeling when God spoke.. this may be the first time God has been constantly toking to me.. or maybe i can sae rebuking me in a lot of things tt i do.. so many things happened.. ok la.. start frm sat.. outreach.. morning @ ard 9+ gng to be 10 san yi called me... den i realised tt i've forgotten to go to tutor my cousin.... so i woke up n rushed down.. after tt met jia min, jovin, mandy n jolene.. so blessed to see mandy n jolene come.. although dey're still new.. i dunno whether dey've accepted christ or not.. but i'm still blessed.. hee.. after tt we went to s11 to makan.. den me n patrick went to coconut groove... actually dix coming de.. in e end nv come.. coz he nids to tok.. always toking n toking.. nvm.. den after tt went home.. sunday go church.. actually taking cab w alan, evelyn n josh... den alan sae he no duty in e morn so i called sing tee n asked her whether she wanna join us or not coz she msged me the nite b4.... den go church... saw xiao feng gor gor.. i so happy.. coz he sae he wanna take over my duty @ tkk tt day.. really thank God.. coz i long time nv worship in eng svc liaoz.. every wk on duty.. @ tkk n hof.. hmmm... he's coming out this tues n it's today!! haha! den can rotate again liaoz.. praise the Lord.. den after svc actually gng w jia min to eat lunch de.. den raining.. so nv go.. felt so guilty.. i broke my promise.. den after tt went to HOF rehearsal... heehee.. didi's playing.. finally.. he played quite well la.. but there's still rm for improvement.. after prac we went together to 925 meet da gor gor dey all.. den we went to airport.. fellowshipped n studied e bible.. someone was there n he's noisy..
tt brings me to wat i'm frustrated abt.. i find him irritating.. really irritating n sometimes i think he's quite fake.. he expect pple to do things his way... n also expect pple to noe things when he doesn't even utter anything abt it.. when we're serious he's toking rubbish.. sometimes i juz cldn't stand his attitude.. but no doubt he's also blessed me n taught me a lot of things.. but i think his bad points r more den e gd.. he's always late n doesn't care abt how pple feel.. maybe some of u may noe hu's this person.. but i'm juz not gonna reveal it.. those hu noes pls keep quiet.. i cldn't stand it keeping all these to myself.. i'm praying.... n hoping tt God will help me.. maybe the best solution to this is time... juz wanna isolate him frm my life for a while.. but somehow i can't.. even if i dun look for him he'll look for me.. occasionally.. okiez.. this shall be it.. shall not elaborate further..
i've got a terrible headache!! peepz.. pls pray for me.. this headache has been haunting me for days.. haiz.. so painful..
hmmm.. anywaez... went to er yi's house today... visited ah ma.. da yi n san yi oso there.. haha.. today very re4 nao4.. haha! pai seh ar.. dunno how to sae in eng.. thank God for this gathering.. long time nv see ah ma liaoz.. browsed thru some baby photos there.. haha! i'm so cute... LOL!! BHB hor..??? haha! really miss those days.. okiez.. i shall end here for now.. looking forward to tml!! yeah! haha! oOps.. shld be later.. pass 12 le.. haha!!
5:00 PM signing off.
